Think of the Complexity

If I'm right about my condition (and I am), think about the science involved. Show me another example of an acquired condition that literally manipulates biochemistry multiple different ways, making the "right" choice at the right times to cause a slow cascade through the overall system, impacting the immune system, ATP generation, muscles, and basic biochemistry? There simply isn't one.

First of all, that's a great reason to classify the science, it is the most complex fungal condition known to man. I'd wager the top of most things are classified or edited for public consumption.

Secondly, it means this didn't just "happen." You have two organisms interacting, with one attacking and the other trying to defend itself. Each barrier the body throws up, the organism eventually breaks down. Basically, it waits out the change. Storing excessive potassium in the epidermal layer? Well, it can only hold so much, then what are you going to do with it? Oh, so you caused a heart attack and now fluids are crossing the osmotic barrier because of the damage to the heart? Well, that's going to equalize at some point, even if you do prevent fluid accumulation via a heart with suction. So now, the flesh fills with sodium bicarbonate. This makes it a basic environment. You harden things for now, eventually, the pituitary gets to a point it is being pushed too hard and you run of room. Boom it goes into a low mode, this lets the candidiasis to the next layer -the muscles.

Each successive step may take years, but the candidiasis progresses without any obvious sign of infection because it is inside the apoptotic cells slumbering.

Eventually, sugars get to those apoptotic cells. This basically causes them to digest themselves as the candidias is activated by the sugars (formerly having been isolated in a cell membrane with salts).

All of that took a LONG time for the candidiasis to learn how to do what when. Fungi are much older than man. They have evolved so much. They can shift form to perform new functions. Think about that. If man were hundreds of millions of years down our evolutionary chain, what would we be able to do? I think that somewhere, in our evolutionary chain, this biochemical state was common. I think it would be an easy step in our evolution to go from a heart based on suction during expansion to one based on pumping, or something similar. There is just too much pushing of the right buttons in the right way to maximize ATP consumed by the candidiasis.

It sounds like something science would like to know. I can't see how this complex of an interplay between two organisms wasn't evolutionary related. It isn't a simple "I cause you to die because I kill this cell or disable this T-Cell. It is a "First I do this until then...and then I have to stop doing that and do this other thing...then wait for years until the conditions are right to re-emerge to consume more ATP but make sure I don't make the carrier die or even be that distinguishable from the non-carriers...they need to look the same." That's some evolution, right there.

But hey, if you read this before it gets me, it will just sound crazy. I get that. But, if you are 100% certain about my condition, like I am, then thinking along these lines is insightful and appropriate. Dying of something that is forbidden knowledge makes you pretty damn introspective and allows you to think outside the bounds of what the average person might.