The Holidays

Friday, November 18th.

Who wants to be feeling like crap during the Holidays?

Output is insufficient to account for input. I think at this point, total volume, everything in me including what I've eaten, is directly related to Blood pressure. Even what I've eaten. Sure would be nice to have the science gathered on the subject to know if I'm remembering that correctly or not.

I'm in my recliner, at home. There is no place I would rather be, right this moment. Knowing what I know. I know my body isn't working right. Perhaps it's testing that way, but it's in a bad way.

I just watched my son come in from the High School Football Playoff game. We talked, he played with the dogs on the couch, warmed up his dinner, and took it upstairs to his room. That is why I'm at home. That, and the tests and treatments literally make my condition worsen.

I thought of another way to look at this condition. Basically, the body is being sacrificed for the brain. Or the brain is being conserved by the candidiasis while the body is consumed. That's probably a better summary. This is a very specific attack vector. Apoptosis, over time, of every cell. That's the goal of the condition.