It's Hard

See title - that pretty much sums it up. Keep everything as normal as possible and just endure. I did finally go back to my PCP. I hadn't even seen him this year.

He ordered an abdominal xray, a few blood tests, and an abdominal ultrasound. I had plans this week and didn't want any test results distracting from what should be the focus. So, Tuesday, first thing, I have my appointment for the Ultrasound. Will it show something? Does it matter? How long can I keep it normal?