Catching Up

It has been a while since I last posted. I've been putting most of my thoughts into videos that I schedule out in the future. I try to make one per day and just schedule it for release the day after the scheduled release of the previous one I made.

I think it is important to revisit WHY I am doing all this. Put simply, I've had a medical condition for 28 years that has gone undiagnosed because the medical establishment chose to bury the condition. I wouldn't be going to all this trouble if I had a diagnosis - my diagnosis has been redacted from science. That leaves me without any medical provider that even has knowledge of the condition. This is why I call it the failure of modern medicine. I certainly have something, yet, all the normal tests find nothing. If they had known of the condition through training or even if it was available online to research, I think some other tests might have been considered - there might have even been specific tests designed for the condition. But, no one designs a test for something they don't know exists.

This is a big week. I meet with my orthopedic physician today and my neurologist later this week. I'm going to ask them to collaborate on next steps. Really it is the realm of rheumatology, but that follow up is not for several weeks.

Finally, I gained ten pounds this week. That is probably not a good thing, given how constant my weight has been for the last 15 or so months.