Almost Two Months

I realize I have not updated, lately. There has been a lot going on for me, physically, some good, some not so good. Meanwhile, work has been nuts. I've only missed 4 hours for not feeling well, though. I managed to squeeze in one day off, too. Because of all the things going on, and because I've written what I want to write about all this, I've taken to recording a video very week or so. They are all scheduled for the future on YouTube. I just keep bumping them out. Currently, they stretch to July 1st from whenever they start, but if I have to bump them again that date would change.

Anyway, I'm persevering. I have enjoyed many events, dinners, shows, and family time over the last two months. I cleaned out the flowerbeds and planted flowers. They look great. We've had a lot of rain. I planted the garden, fending off the cutworms as needed. I also planted some Emerald Arborvitae trees along the back fence, where a new addition is planned on the other side. Overall, I have really enjoyed these two months, and the physical stuff was fairly tolerable - until now. It isn't good. I had my follow-up with my neurologist, yesterday. I had not seen her this year. She is the one I have clung to during all of this because she doesn't disregard what I say and she is committed to a continuity of care. I told her what was going on lately, and she asked me if my primary care physician was doing anything about these things. I replied that I am not seeing any more doctors, just her. I know they can't do anything but make it worse. So, why bother? I will persevere until I cannot. Hopefully, that means I never see a hospital again. I just want as many regular days as possible.