A Note and It Ends Where it Begins and Other Phrases

I want to note, that I have not given out this website address or jimcraddock.com. I have emails scheduled for the future with links, which I have had to bump out by over year at this point. So, the only views as of now are my posting and editing. But, I will be posting more often moving forward, as I believe there will be no more peaceful interludes. I've been through a lot over the last 18 months. I truly have revisited all the previous transitions, just as the article said would happen. I just thought it would occur much faster. I'm thankful for the time, but you can see how it makes it even more frustrating to be undergoing so many different things over such a long time with no clinical findings and no one believing me. I think everything from here should be documented.

On that note, the pain in my arm and shoulder continues and burns. Something changed yesterday. I have slept very well through almost all of this, but last night I was wide awake and I don't feel tired this morning. It is a very caffeinated-type feeling.

Several phrases in the original article I read have always stuck with me word for word. The first one has always been that the condition is "all about ATP." ATP is Adenosine Triphosphate. It is basically the "currency of energy in the body" as Wikipedia puts it. That refers to how every phase involves changes to ATP generation and how Candidiasis, finds itself in a host with limited defenses, basically making sure it consumes every unit of ATP possible on its journey through the decades.

Another phrase was that it "ends where it begins." This one is scary for me because this all begins with a huge amount of abdominal burning and pain. If that day comes, I am guessing it will be soon. Yet another related line in the article said how much of a relief it was when the stomach finally "dropped." This is when circulation to the stomach finally stops. I would assume this results in the burning stopping, but it also halts the ability of food to pass through the system. At that point, circulation to the rest of the digestive system has already ceased, with all the cells being apoptotic. So, the stomach is the primary source of nutrients. This would not be enough for a normal person, but for someone with most cells being apoptotic, it suffices.

A word about the apoptosis of the cells. This happens when the Na/K pump runs in reverse. The candidiasis is inside the cell. As the cell shrinks, it basically captures the candidiasis and wraps it up. Muscle fibers, being one long cell, are similarly wrapped. In a later phase, this dead cell can be enlarged through the absorption of water and additional salts. This was my "bulked up" stage from around 2018-2019. I knew I would be able to add muscle quickly, and I did. Then, over time, the salts reach their limit, and the heart works harder and harder until it is weakened and can no longer maintain the constriction in the inferior vena cava. That leads to rapid loss of water and salts from the lower body which I experienced in early 2022.